Here we are… The end of 2018… It was a very DIFFICULT year for me, both personally and professionally…
I hardly worked on the books this year. I have many things in the works and am not going to make excuses about why, what, who, hindered my development…
If I am not working to improve myself daily then I am only going backwards.
I plan to get back into music, writing (blogs, short story, novel). I plan to continue to unfollow those that make political nonsense the only reason they do social media, fuck politics, fuck being politically correct…
Fuck you, fuck me, who cares…
I am 40… Its very unlikely your opinion about anything will change the way I think and feel so save it for someone who cares about your opinion of me.
I have made better friendships with people I don’t even know than people I already know, and known for 20 years or so…
My Facebook activity will be more sharing URL’s (Links) to my Instagram and Tumblr accounts…
If you want to follow or read you can go there via the links, rather than it be all up in your face on that shady lazy The Facebook…
The reason for it is the same reason I have been complaining about… People I know would rather start a fight or “try to correct” my thinking with their bullshit fake positive, you can do anything, mentality.
Just save it… Direct Message me, Personal Message me… Don’t post it on the comments or wall… To me it’s an attempt to embarrass me rather than help. That is how I see it all. So think before you comment with me…
Most IMPORTANTLY I want to get my health on track again. See a doctor… Get my blood work done, correctly this time. Get my testosterone checked and take my good years back before it really is too late. Get my medical marijuana card and get that mind right. Again, no pseudo bs philosophy crap…
Action… Attack my anxiety, attack my depression with aggressiveness not the opposite… Be aggressive; whenever I do that, things tend to work out over whenever I start listening to everybody else and what they think I should do, that’s when my life goes backwards…
Lastly, thanks to InsaneLabz.com for being my ROCK when it comes to focus and supplementation for my fitness…
Granted, I had to pull out of a competition because my body and nervous system were shutting down again, but I feel with ALL my health issues. I am in pretty good shape for a short, small, sick, damaged, old guy. Not bad at all…
Happy Holidays… Happy New Year… 2019… #19TheYearOfGains