I will try to keep this short, the worst year of my adult life. I tend to write long-winded shit, but I am going to make the effort of keeping this on point. I have had everything negative and trying to keep down, dead, happen this year that I shouldn’t be in a position to write this.
Yet here…I…Am…
I know everyone on their social media is complaining about 2016. I know people are shaming on those people for expressing their feelings on the matter. Its cool… I get it. Its true though 2016 was a bad year for a lot of people and they are happy to see it go. Me, personally I am very tired. VERY. However, I am absolutely ready and motivated to get work on. I finally got a good job. The stresses in my life are now just about gone, along with the people. The only things that bother me are in my control and I can deal with those.
I work at a level few can match. Be it at my job or jobs over the years, the gym, on a computer with social media, intellectually, mentally, emotionally as well. I put in the effort. The reward(s) are mine. This whole “humble” thing. Never understood, never got it. As much as I have endured I still don’t get it and why I should think as such. Every time I try to be this “humbled” character is when all the negative things start to happen in my life. I have been concentrating on myself, but yet keeping a door open for others to come into my life. I am going to take 2017 and try to keep those doors closed. The few people I have allowed into my life didn’t do any work to stay there, enhance their position with me. They were just kind of there. Probably more or less as using me as their Plan B from Inner Earth. Yeah, thanks, no thanks, sorry, not sorry.
I am not blindly positive. If a tidal wave is coming that will destroy everything. I am not going to be positive for positive’s sake in order to have some false hope that everything will be alright. Everything is not going to be alright. There is a FK’n Tidal Wave coming, you idiot… I am all about being positive, but have a reason, have a purpose. Doing it for positive’s sake is not going to work at the quantum level. The concept of Belief and actually Believing it are different things and reality knows if you don’t believe at the subatomic level. You will still fail unless it is something that you believe at the actual core of your being. Part-Timers need not try this. You will fail…
So 2016 can go FK Itself. Bring on 2017, because I will dominate you, why? Because I did all the work to gain said reward. I am not entitled, I might not deserve it, but damn’it, I earned it. With hard work, dedication, and trying to keep FOCUSED on the prize. Apparently to most I am not a Prize. I am just kind of there for them. Well If you do nothing when I do everything. You probably won’t be there for long. Again, sorry, not sorry. “Sorry, Not, Sorry,” will probably be my mantra for 2017, because I move at once speed at one energy type. Most will not be able to withstand, so don’t try. You will be disappointed in your efforts and trying to turn that around on me and try to make it my fault because you won’t. You can do anything, you just won’t do it.